I glance around
watch them go mad driven by the sound
no eyes meet mine
for once this doesn’t make me feel fine.
Why can’t I focus, fall into this and encounter momentary bliss?
Instead I am separate and withdrawn
if life were a game I’d merely be a pawn
predictable and stuck.
Away from this place I can see I’m unique
forever learning I’m not weak.
I don’t want to be different
what I want is already within me
the me that only those close can see.
What I perceive of bliss is now a transparent thought
reality was underneath for some time
I believe that I can achieve something that once brought me distraught
and throughout this climb I see that I’m going to be fine.
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