Bliss

I glance around

watch them go mad driven by the sound

no eyes meet mine

for once this doesn’t make me feel fine.

Why can’t I focus, fall into this and encounter momentary bliss?

Instead I am separate and withdrawn

if life were a game I’d merely be a pawn

predictable and stuck.

Away from this place I can see I’m unique

forever learning I’m not weak.

I don’t want to be different

what I want is already within me

the me that only those close can see.

What I perceive of bliss is now a transparent thought

reality was underneath for some time

I believe that I can achieve something that once brought me distraught

and throughout this climb I see that I’m going to be fine.

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