I’m not struggling but I feel like one wrong move and I could be.
There’s a makeshift foundation under all that I’m doing
It’s weak and not used to being there
Scratch that, I’m not used to having it there.
I’ve been trying to adapt to it
So much that if things were to return to the way they once were
I’d miss it.
I’d miss knowing that something’s there
Something that might just be holding me up.
Maybe I should believe that I can hold this up myself
That I’ve been the mastermind behind it all
But that doesn’t seem probable.
This foundation was years in the making
It takes the internal weight off my shoulders
and I don’t want that back.
Thank you for reading! 😉 I hope you’re having a beautiful day! ❤